Jag omvandlar strömmen inom mig till något mindre

Do you remember the late morning  when we went back to bed,  when we found the first position  and every muscle are resting. 
I do remember that I already knew  it was the last time,  the last time for first positions, the last time you'll be mine 


Jag tror jag aldrig kommer förstå.
Men det gör inget.
Jag fortsätter titta.